The last time i thought about you was yesterday
Rushing down to the bottom of the staircase
It was just in passing, far too early in the morning
I drive until i find someplace that makes me happy,
i drive until i bash my car into a tree
Either way i’m free.
Or i’m standing in the golf course
Watching snow fall
I’m thinking about nothing at all.
You knew a lot but you didn’t know that
Hours and hours waiting outside
Everytime you think you’re talking,
You’re not saying a damned thing.
Sometimes i wonder when you’re sitting on the floor,
if you could even think.
Sometimes i wonder if I already failed, and that was it.
It always makes me feel really really sick.
Sometimes i know i’m in pain,
But it’s okay,
I’ve only myself to blame.
I had no right to be somebody’s something because
Goddamn i’m such a jerk, i can’t believe i did anything,
Unless i didn’t wanna.
Everybody’s asleep but me
I’m getting texts from numbers i don’t recognize
And something is tearing at my fleece sweatshirt
Everybody’s asleep in this place but me
And it’s a feeling i don’t remember
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